Oh, pfffft

I am having both heartache and computer trouble.  I am not sure this will go out tonight.  My email is all screwed up.

My heart is so troubled by the  shooting at the synagogue in Poway.
As some of you know, my mother and adoptive father lived in San Diego, so near Poway.
Could this have been in their shul?  Surely.  
In any one of ours.  
And why now?